Me.

Me.
Well hello there. I'm Natalia. I'm 15 and i'm 5'3" Umm i love music. I love meeting new people and i love talking alot. Well i've been told that i'm bitchy but i can aslo be very nice and sweet. as people say 50% sweet, 50% bitchy. That's what I am. I do not like it when people type ghetto as hell. It's annoyng and hard to understand. Anyways, uhh i have lots of online accounts because i enjoy meeting people around the world. I would one day want to go around the world with my husband or boyfriend when i get much older. i don't believe in marriage but that'll probably change when i mature. I enjoy sleeping, walking, shopping, hanging out, friends, family (sometimes), eating junkfood, posters, concerts, boys, and music. I'm sure there's more that i like but i cannot think of it right now. when i do i'll make sure to post it here. I am a laid back person but if you get in my face, i'll get in yours too. i don't take bullshit from NOBODY.
I have been unfaithful to some boyfriends but i am over that.I have been a total slut these days but like i said, i;m not like that anymore. i'm done playing around and stuff. i am now looking for serious relationships and i hope i find the right one. right now, sadly i haven't. Well, my favorite colors is pink and black. I would like to become a famous girl on the internet and myspace. I want to be the one that people envy and fake. I want to become the girl that every guy drools over. So far, Guys aready do that but only the "ok" looking ones. I would like the gorgeous sexy ones to want me. Anyways, carreer wise, I want to become a liscensed cosmetologist. The one that does hair and make-up. I have experience in cosmetology but not enough of it. I have never told anybody this except my friends but, I am the type of person that barely gets horny. I know guys love making girls horny and stuff but i'm the type that hates when guys are horny because it's annoying and piggish in a way. I mean yes it's hot but i just don't enjoy that type of person.
I hate the fact that i can be a very envious person. I'm not the type that'll let y boyfriend hang out with girls and be "ok" with it. No way, Not ever. I know it seems bitchy, but that's just the way i am. I have been to a phychologist and therapy. I have been depressed and very suicidal. I'm sure the majority of human beings have been. I have also been anorexic and bulimic. sadly, i still am. I'm not embarressed to say that and let people know because i know that i'm not the only one. But I hate it when people use it as an exuse to get sympathy when they're not the ones that need it at all. It's the ones that are quiet and just "there". Well, recently i have learned that yourself is the greatest teacher for yourself and that everything and everyone died someday. I don't just mean people, I mean EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. I don't expect everything and everyone to live, but it'll be easier if some did. So far, My brother is the bestest thing. He's very understanable and he is the one that helps me with all my problems. My friends are also the ones that help me with problems but sometimes they just don't know when i'm being serious or not. Not everything is a laughing matter.
I am the person that's not always serious. I play around alot and love to joke. But there are times where i need someone to talk to when there's no one here. Well, I love drinking energy drinks. I love being energized and on top of things. I especially love monster. Also amp and redbull but that's about it. I am a hello kitty lover. I just love pink and cats so that's a pretty good character to fit me. I am currently living in nj. It's not all that pretty but i guess i'm just going to have to deal with it. I am selfish and spoiled. I hate to admit that but i am. I have changed into being a bit of those things but also sweet and caring. That's probably why i have lots of friends and people that like to be around me. I hate conceited people but i don't expect people to be sad and pissed about themselves. I also don't expect them to be shallow and careless. I want people to be sweet, caring, and friendly but that won't happen because everyone is made differently. If i could change something about me, it'll probably be the way i see people. Like i said, i'm envious and i hate the fact that I am but i'm willing to change that myself. I am an independent person. I hate followers and i'm never going to become those people or hang around with them. I go my own path and i hope people would also.
Well, if i'm missing anything just tell me and I'll add it. Thats for reading everything about me 99%. Bye Bye. :)

# Posté le dimanche 10 mai 2009 21:06